Life flows
I need to take a step
No matter how small it can be
It’s the only way to start a leap
I wish I could just see
What the future holds for me
But all I can do is take those little steps
Somewhere to where I know it can get me
It’s only for me to keep
A lot of changes are coming
It’s totally mind blowing
But I’ll take this no matter what
Believe that it’s all I got
Whatever way I’ll be going
I’ll go with how life is flowing
Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback
Gotta Be Somebody
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren’t enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I’ll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I’ll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
‘Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I’ll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
‘Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
‘Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there.
This is by far the song that expresses my love life right now (HA HA,as if there’s a love life!!) I love this song and knowing me,I’d probably play it again and again. Listen to it guys,it’s a beautiful song!!
A big THANK YOU
How would I start this post? I don’t really know how and what to say. There are a lot of things happening on my world right now and I could say I am in no good shape. Of course those people I know,virtual or not know the details of this.
I just want to thank all those who showed their concern for me and for everyone involved. Especially those whom I never thought would show even just a little care. I would say,this is by far the most tiring trouble I’ve been in.
I am so tired,DEAD TIRED and I want to just give up!! But,I have to be strong for everyone who believes in me. I have to be courageous in this kind of situation. I must see this through. I have faith everything happens for a reason,even the most unreasonable reason we can think of.
In case I’ve forgotten to thank everyone,I’ll take this post speak my gratitude to everybody. THANK YOU! THANK YOU and mooooooorrrreee,THANK YOU.
I miss you
I just want to shout this out:
I MISS YOU. I miss you even if we are talking. I miss you more even if we just talked yesterday. I miss you everyday!! 
Left indecisive
I so wanted to say something. My life now is a mess! I’m really left indecisive I just can’t be selfish these days. I couldn’t afford to think only of myself but what if your only option is to be selfish? Would you use someone to achieve your goals? Or continue living a mess life in a good way?
Can I just disappear like,right now? Right here? Ugh!! What way should I follow? Where’s the way?????
To anyone who knew me virtually..please don’t talk to me right now. I’m not in a good mood,I might be crazy enough to delete you. Thank you. I should just keep this to myself but I’m here venting out,at least..it will help a little. I might not post here for now,awww…I’m not posting anyways! HAHAHA..
Goals 101: House Project
I don’t know what to share here. I’ve been thinking a lot of things on my mind yet I don’t know if I really need to share it. But I guess it’s not a bad idea at all. I’m working on my long term plans. I really hope it will work out. But at least I’ve plan it,first things first.
My top priority is my family,thus I’m planning on helping a little on our house. I’ve realized that we need to work and make use of what we have. Not just depend on people around. Because if you will wait for them and depend on them nothing will ever happen. No matter what the relationship is.
Saying this,I’m willing to use our own resources. And,whatever we have should be direcrly use to work whatever project we need to finish. With everyone’s help and cooperation I have faith that this thing will be done.
I’ll do an update when I can see a development on our project. 
I want you here
When I saw last night my heart skipped a beat
I was literally speechless and in awe
It’s like suddenly my heart won’t fit
And I was totally blown
All I want to do is stare at you
And let you do the talking
I can’t help myself to admire you
I can’t believe what I’m seeing
It’s more than I imagine
But not quite much,irony
I guess enough to feel satisfied
That you are indeed existing
If I’d have a choice
I’d stay that close
Far yet near
I want you here
Life must go on
Jealousy is eating me
What can I do to feel at ease?
I know I don’t have the right to
But I feel suddenly on blue
Please,take this feeling away
It’s so hard to be like this today
I want to instantly cut off everything
From the message to any single thing
I didn’t even imagine this could hurt like this
I know,I know it’s not all bliss
I’ll take this and move on
Life must go on
Challenge Update: Final Week
For the last week of the challenge, what did I do? Uh, hmm.. Oh,yeah I’m bored to death so I decided to just go walking and my feet took me to the mall. I was just looking there,not really buying something. It wasn’t busy at all. Walked and walked until I got tired. Nothing really interesting happened. Just the normal routine of working. By the evening,we watched a Korean drama titled ‘Endless Love: Autumn in my Heart‘ I swear this drama makes me cry always!! Ugh!
Try to watch it,you’ll surely cry! I don’t know,I’m not a type of person who cries on movies/dramas but if there’s an exception to every rule,I guess this is it. This drama no matter how many times I keep on watching it,I always get the same feelings like I watch it for the first time.
My best friend,my best friend’s mom and aunt and my best friend’s cousins keep on teasing me. Because it weren’t just tears I cried but a river of tears! HA HA I even watched it in the office,and I can’t help myself but cry. Even if there are others who saw me,I don’t care. I want to cry,I want to CRY!
I worked on Sunday and I worked ALONE! HA HA,I love working alone but it’s so boring. Thank God,Nenskei called me up and we talked on the phone. And,I played Taylor Swift’s playlists to get me by the day. When I went home, A woman with a baby got in the jeep. The baby was so cute and I can’t help but pinched his cheeks. And, the mother just smiled.I smiled too.
We watched, The Walking Dead Season 3 and Zombie Land. It was nice. It’s interesting watching such genre. I’d like to give credits on their make up artists. That’s surely one thing that makes the series more realistic.
It’s Holy Week and we will have work until Thursday. Now,I am working the rest I’ll be working on Afternoon. 3 days more and this challenge will be done. I’ll be back and I’m so eager to be back on track!
See that?!? What are those messages? Friend requests?!? Photos?!? IMAGINE??? HA HA
I don’t know,I just want to see those updates and notification sent on my email. One thing that I would say made this challenge harder are the notifications on my email. I always open my email of course. So,knowing that I got those updates…Ugh,what are those?!?
I’ll open it on the 28th for sure!
I spent the evening at my aunt’s house since I’ll be working on afternoon. We watched Oz the Great and Powerful, it’s a good story with lessons you can learn. Everything is possible as long as you believe! That’s true,if you set your mind to it,it will be possible!
I really like spending time with my aunt and cousins,they have a bond and it’s a strong bond between the family. As I woke up,I saw my uncle and my aunt teasing each other. They are married for 25 years or I think is it more? But I can still see and feel their love for each other. There are down times of course,but happy times are more. I feel so part of their family. Of course we are a family.
Someday,I want to build a family like that of my aunts and uncles. Where the bond can never be broken. A family that laugh together,eat together,work together,love each other..and more!! 
Whenever I am with other families such as my aunts and even on my best friend’s family and of course my other friends’ family I always feel welcome. I don’t know if that’s my talent or maybe I’m just easy to get along with. I like it,I like to spend time with those people around me.
2 days left and I don’t think I can do updates on those days since it will be Holy Wednesday and Maundy Thursday. I can say that I’m done with this. Challenge has been successfully done by yours truly. To those who want to challenge me on this kind of challenge please,SPARE me. You know I can do it. I always can. HAHA!
I’ll be working on those days left and by Friday I’ll stay home til Sunday. Oh, hopefully we can go to beach on Sunday but if not then,I’ll just be home.
A lifetime with you
After sometime,it’s still you
Always,nothing has change
I still want you and only you
I don’t know how far this feeling range
I still hope to see the sun rise
Not alone but with the man I yearn
Whatever tomorrow lies
I’d be glad to have the love I earn
To be with you is my biggest dream
To kiss you would be like an ice cream
Soothing into my lips of dry
Now I can’t wait to have a try
I just hope fate would let me
Spend my lifetime with you
ABC
IBA
Liebster
Sunshine
Versatile
