bluefiadiarries

I Live Life to Fullest,Laugh Out Loud and Love all the More

Hey, I’m TIRED!

Spell my name? Well, you can spell it like, T-I-R-E-D! YES, that’s my new name. lol. I’m not kidding, WOW! I’m TIRED! But not that tired to vent on here. How’s everyone? I hope you’re all doing good there. Don’t be like me, take time to relax! Speaking of, I’m so looking forward for the weekend. I’m not going anywhere nor I will be going outside our house. I’ll be home. Plain and simple. I’ll stay at home, to regain my energy! I need my energy back!!! Give it back to me!! Please? *puppy eyes*

 

What’s happening, I feel like I’ve been outdated. Well, I’m trying to catch up, right? So, why don’t you all give me an update? C’mon, tell me, tell me!! :) I’ve got no time anymore, I’ll probably read your comments sometime again! But, of course, you are all in my prayers, everyday and night. So, take care everyone. :)

Just another thought to say

Yay, finally get to have a chance on posting here. Alright, what will I say this time? Uhh.. B-U-S-Y! I didn’t know that this will really eat my time. But I’m not complaining much but of course, I’m just excited! And, well.. I’m enjoying it, unexpectedly! A lot of things to learn!

 

I’ve learned a lot, so much that I can say, wow! Those are important! What I’m looking forward is the experience itself! I can’t wait to get my hands on it!!! Don’t be so dirty minded, it’s not what you’re thinking! lol. But, it’s something new for me! :)

 

Of course, still looking forward to seeing YOU! :) In time, we’ll see each other. But for now, I’ll be thinking of you every second of a day. And, I’ll support you all the way like you are doing to me. WE CAN DO THIS! AJA! I MISS YOU soooooooo MUCH!

 

To everyone who misses me, I miss you too! Don’t worry, I’ll try to catch up on here! Keep safe everyone, especially those in my country, it’s typhoon season so be vigilant! I’ll keep safe myself! xoxo..

Be always Thankful

HelllloooooO? Are you there? Anybody here? Okay, it’s my bad to not post something on here. Lets just say that I’ve been acting like a busy bumble bee! Busy on what? who? where? when? how? Alright, take it one at a time.. I’m busy with my life. I’m busy with my family, with Mr. MP, with my friends, with everyone around me! I’m always busy and I believe I’d be so busy from time to time. How am I busy? Well, I can’t describe how but it’s something like making my life a better one.

Do I sound like I am so HAPPY? Mind you, I DO! I AM! YES! I can’t express it! I’m just so blessed! I’m very thankful! No, I’m not making this up, this is REAL! So,so, REAL! Am I dreaming?!? I know I’m not. ;)

I realized these past few days, Of course..I do realize things. HAHAHAHA. Anyways, what I realized, 1.) If you want something, you need to work for it. If it’s for you then it will come for you. If it’s not then it will never be. 2.) If it’s the right time,and if you are ready for it then believe it will be yours. 3.) If you want it but it’s not the right time yet then PATIENCE, you’ll learn to have it.

What else? Be always THANKFUL. No matter what is happening in your life, may it be good or bad (on your point of view), trust me, you’ll get something from it. :)

A Curse or what?

Is this a curse for being an eldest child? Is this a curse for taking the shoe of someone who left us? Is this a curse for being a girl? I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m trying my best not to tight them too much. I’m trying to be open minded as possible. That moment when you’re tired of trying and just let them face the consequences of their actions. YES, my mind keeps on telling me to let them learn their lesson on their own way but my heart just can’t let them be and watch them suffer of their wrong actions.

 

 
Can someone lend me a Time Machine?

Treasure Happiness

There’s a reason why happiness never lasts. It’s because it’s meant to be treasured! In a few moments I’ve constantly in touch, it made me happy. You made me happy but like they say, good things must come to an end. Well..memories will always be treasured. :)

 

Thank you.

 

 

Why do I feel like crying? :'(

Happy 1st

happy 1st

 

Happy 1st.

Foodies: Sentro with Friends

 

Believe me, the Burger is sooo BIG! I couldn’t fully eat it but of course, I tried! It’s delicious and choco ice cream shake is refreshing! But with friends along, the food will always be second best! HAHA.. This is LIFE! :)

I Am only Human

I am no ¬†heaven sent angel. I am mean, I am no perfect. I never will be perfect. I have my shares of bitchiness, meaness, and devilish deeds. YES! I AM JUST HUMAN! But I am trying hard enough to do my share of good deeds, sometimes the people around you can’t see it, because you tend to feed it rigth through their nose.

Then, BOOM! You’ve exploded! You can’t take it anymore, your litre of patience finally reached its bottom line! Turning into a monster, no one ever thought you could be. It’s uncontrollable, undeniable, unbelievable, but it’s real.

Can’t they recognize the fact, how lucky they are to have someone like you in their life? Can’t they recognize those little efforts you are doing for their sake? Can’t they recognize YOU?

When that moment of realization, that those people you’ve been trying so damn hard to please, those people who you’ve been thinking will hold you til eternity, are the ones who will turn their back off of you. Never ever believe when someone tells you, they’ll be there for you forever..because forever’s too long of a word.

Not even your family, not even ME..

 

tic,toc,tic,toc..

 

 
Because we all are HUMAN, because I AM ONLY HUMAN.

It depends on you

Do not ever dwell on the past! Everything that happened an hour ago will never be back, it’s already done. It’s considered past. What you can do is to learn from it, accept it and do something to make your decision the right one! Regardless of the outcome that it may give, be confident that you can turn it into something that’s positive on your side. It’s not selfishness at all but understanding that every decisions you make will always have a positive or negative outcome depending on how you manage to make it like one!

 

 

 

 

Sigh. Why does my heart feels heavy?!?

Lets cut some slacks

The chaos is finally over! Adjusting isn’t that hard as I imagine and I believe I managed it well. Knowing someone has decided to cut you off their life? Well, I did the same thing but I realized nothing really good it brings. It will only make a room for negative thoughts. I’m so done with it and I’m feeling like a new person. Well, same old brand new. The thing is, I know, I will still make those ‘dramatic scenes’ like pushing people away, being stubborn, moody and more! What can I do? I’m just a girl..writing her feelings for someone..okay, CUT! Lets cut some slacks! ;)

 

 

 

Why am I feeling a little dehydrated? :3